My love's birthday

Today is his b'day....and this day is really so special for me..the day when someone special like him came on this earth....I am so thankful to god that the almighty sent such a wonderful companion for me..
Aur sahil is special din main tumhare parents aur God ki thankful hun jinki wajah se aaj tum mere paas ho..................

me always wid u channa.....

Main bass unka sath dena chahti hun har qadam par, main nahi janti ki is koshish mein main kamyaab ho paungi ya nahi, but i m trying my best to take away all his sorrows...


God plz give me strength to help my love in this critical situation!!!!

a pleasant day....

Life is really so unexpected........ full of shocks and surprises.. aur aaj ka din kitna pleasant surprise laya tha,,,, mera intezar itne khubsurat mor par khatm hoga ye mujhe subah tak bhi nahi pata tha. I am really happy today... infact jiske liye hamara dil dhadkta hai uske hi dil ki dhadkane jab sunne ka mauka mile to kitna yaadgaar ban jata hai zindagi ka safar..................

wanna be wid him........

Its being a long long time that we had a good conversation. Sahil se jane kitne dino se theek se baat nahi ho pa rahi hai, and i m missing that quality time.
Aur is sabke liye wo responsible bhi nahi hai. He is so busy with his routines that i cant even complain him.
But i miss him...........as tha date "7" is somewhat special for us.........

our love

To look at him is always a new experience. i have seen him so many times, but whenever i look at him i feel as if it's first ever meeting.
Aur aaj to maine na sirf unhe dekha balky wo tohfa bhi dekha jo unhone bahut pyaar se apne paas sajaya hai.
Thanks alot for accepting my gift by heart; thanks alot my lovuu!!!

I m so happy for his smiles.......

Sahil is a very precious gift of God for me. From last few days i was thinking to return some smiles on his face,but i couldn't.. Lekin aaj luck ne mera sath diya aur unko mera diya chhota sa tohfa bahut pasand aaya.
I know k shayad ye thodi der ki khushi hi hai but agar wo meri wajah se kuch lamhon ke liye bhi khush hain to mujhse zyada lucky koi nahi......
Main chahti hun ki wo hamesha aise rahen!!!!!!!!

i m the real failure..

I m not able to make him smile,,
i m not able to wash out all his frustration,
i m such a big failure..... i m not able to bring up some real smiles on his face...

selfishness of self-less love.....

Some great man has said," When you love someone,all your saved wishes come out",,,
jab hum kisi se pyaar karne lagte hain to sari mannaten yaad aane lagti hain.....
But mujhe aisa lagta hai ki jab hum kisi se pyar karne lagte hain to sari mannaton ka asli matlab samjh aane lagta hai...
hum ye samjhne lag jate hain ki sachhi khushi khud khush rehne mein nahi hai, balky dusre ko khush dekhne mein hai...

hamen ye bhi samjh ane lagta hai ki koi aur bhi hai is duniya mein jo humse zyada special aur important hai.....

Aur mujhe lagne laga hai ki Sahil ki khushiyan mere liye bahut special hain...aisa kehke main bilkul great nahi ban rahi, kyunki iske piche bhi meri selfishness hai...wo khush hain tabhi to main khush hun..

When i say i want him to be happy then its only b'coz of my selfishness,,,its only b'coz if he stays happy then only i could be happy......
so ultimately its my selfishness..isn't it???

When we are surrounded by any problem then we are very upset but its more upsetting when we see our love in some problems and cant help him any way...

its so hurting for me k sahil problem mein hain aur main unki koi help nahi kar sakti...

aaj lag raha hai ki chahe main sahil se kitna bhi gehra pyaar karti hun but unki problems ka solution to mere paas hai hi nahi...den wat kind of love it is??


hum sabko God ne itna majboor kyun banaya hai???
Today i m feeling so guilt that i dont have any single reason for him to smile..

I always say that i love him lott...but.........why cant my love be the one reason for his smile??

Main apne pyaar se unhe muskurane ki ek bhi wajah to nahi de pa rahi hun...i m so helpless.....

pura din nikal gaya aur ab raat bhi aadhi guzarne wali hai,,,tum bahut door ho mujhse..magar wo kaun si dor hai jo tumko hamesha mujhse bandh kar rakhti hai...
aisa kya hai ki tumhare door hone par bhi tumhari nazdeeki ka ehsaas hota hai..
aisa kya hai jo tum tak mujhe le jata hai ya fir mujh tak tumko le aata hai...

our relationship is growing day by day..har guzarte huye din ke sath hamara rishta ek nayi step aage badhta hai...but the curiosity and desire to know each other is d same as it was on first day of aur relationship..And i think this is the beauty of true love...

I m with u Sahil

I want to let you know that i m with you in each and every condition..........
jab tum bahut khush ho tab bhi aur pareshan ho tab bhi...
i can never leave u my love........

not a good day indeed..

when we got to know that d person we love is in some problem then we get tensed but the tension goes on increasing when we could not help them in any way,,and the same thing is happening to me today.
Sahil is in some trouble and i cant help him out....i m going to bed with the hope that next morning will bring some relaxations for him.........

Sahil and me are may be not made for each other..
but still we love as if we have only today as a lifetime...

Pyaar ke kuch lamhe bhi..nafrat ki zindagi se zyada khubsurat hain....

What is love???

For me..love is not the feeling that u give someone..its something that you share with someone...sharing gives real sense to love...When u decide to share all your pros and kins with someone special, then there is a new start to your relationship...

My Initial Post...

I am going to create this blog to spread the feeling of love...to spread the fragrance of true love..the love that me and sahil share...the love in which no self-interest in involved and the love that teaches both of us to love the humanity...........